Today was actually not that bad. I was able to read, write, and enjoy my time with people who came over. It didn't start until right before dinner. I walked to the basketball courts to get my two pain in the butt brothers for dinner. That way they didn't get in trouble for be out. My mom has this rule about missing dinner (sometimes and she was already in a bad mood!) Anyways my brother Michael was being his usual annoying self. My sister likes to call him an insufferable git.. (which I think is funny because she don't know what it means) Again anyways so, during dinner I tried telling my dad that our neighbors friend that was over said sorry about the paint balls. So my lovely brother decided to start yelling at me and calling me stupid names because I had no idea what I was talking about. I retalliated with some not so nice words myself (nothing vulgar mind you) but none the less we got in trouble and my dad blew is top much as the same as last night. I got yelled at for them being too loud with their friends and I needed to get them to shut up because he didn't want to get out of bed. anyways with hte way my dad has been these couple of days is just WAY too stressful!!!!
������������������������������������������������������������������������������� Forever yours,
�����������������������������������������������������������������������������������MEinMYownWORLD1990
I am quite happy for these few days~
shiong na dmangkuk came to my house yesterday~^^
and at night me and mangkuk went to shiong house~so happy~^^haha
i finally got a chance to explore his house~^^
we had our dinner near by shiong house and my mum came to fetch me at about 11 oclock in the mamak stall infront shiong house~^^
these few day i usually having arguement with my mum==
i hate it!
how come she can be so fussy and yet talking about something without logic......
wat's wrong came out from her mouth and wat's right also came out from her mouth.........wat ever she said is correct for herself ONLY.......
every time also like this.......
hate it!!!
yew no longer my bestfriend already...........
i found that he never treat us as his best friend...........a bit hurt......
but nvm lo~
i still have shiong hui and mangkuk wat~^^
hope days can just as normal as wat i have~^^
exam coming~^^
need bug up already!!! gambateh lo!!
THE COLORS ARE SO PRETTY AND BRIGHT,
IT'S SO AMAZING,
HOW GOD CAN PRODUCE SOMETHING SO BEAUTIFUL AND RIGHT.
I REMEMEMBER BEING LITTLE AND CHASING THEM WITH NETS AND THINGS,
TRYING TO CATCH A CLOSE GLIMPSE,
AT ALL THE COLORS ON IT'S WINGS.
SEEMED LIKE I WOULD BE BUSY FOR HOURS,
RUNNING OR SKIPPING HERE AND THERE,
CHECKING ALL OF THE FLOWERS.
I WANTED SO BADLY TO HOLD ONE IN MY HAND,
BUT THEY WERE SO QUICK,
WHY I WASN'T FAST ENOUGH, I COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND.
ONE DAY, I FINALLY CAUGHT ONE AND IT BROUGHT ME SUCH JOY,
I NEVER STOPPED TO THINK,
THIS BEAUTY GOD CREATED WAS NO TOY.
I ACCIDENTLY BROKE IT'S PRECIOUS WING AND STARTED TO CRY,
THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO,
BECAUSE OF ME,IT WOULD DIE.
MY MAMMA SAT ME DOWN AND A STORY SHE TOLD,
SHE SAID A BUTTERFLY NEVER LASTED LONG,
IT GOES THROUGH IT'S STAGES OF LIFE AND QUICKLY GROWS OLD.
MY HEART ACHED AS I PUT IT TO REST,
MAMMA KISSED ME ON THE CHEEK,
TOLD ME NOT TO FRET,NOW IT'S HEAVEN'S LITTLE GUEST.
AS I LOOK BACK TO THAT DAY,
I KNOW THERE WAS A PURPOSE,
OR THAT LITTLE BUTTERFLY WOULD HAVE SURELY GOTTEN AWAY.
IT WAS GOD TEACHING ME HOW QUICKLY EVERYTHING CAN SLIP BY,
NOT TO TAKE A DAY FOR GRANTED,
THAT LIFE CAN BE JUST AS FRAGILE AS THE WINGS OF A BUTTERFLY.
Before all who see this:
I, Annabel, do swear upon my dear grandmother's grave that I will never, NEVER verbally abuse my future�children in any way. I will not call them names, or take my anger at someone else out on them, or treat them worse than I treat myself. Before you all, so sworn.
That is not in any way due to my parent's treatment of me. I am not at all abused. But I disagree with my parents'�handling of certain situations. I won't get into that.
Ahaha. On a lighter note, I just saw earlier today on the main page that the top 10 things, you know, like the "We promise we won't give out your private entries like food samples at the local grocery store", there is a number that says most entries are short and casual. HA! As if any of my entries could be considered short. Does that mean I'm breaking the rules? :P
It's cloudy outside today. It's looooooooovely. Ah. And it rained a bit earlier. That's all it takes to make me happy. I love the clouds. Now all I need is a thunderstorm.... or a windstorm.... or a snowstorm (I would kill for one of those�)....
I spent another few huors on fansites today (yes, yes, I know, I have no life. It is incredibly amusing to be lifeless, though�) and got some INTENSE avatars, or icons, or whatever it is�you call them. I love them all. By now I must have around 50. Slightly ridiculous, but I DON'T CARE! My mature side is waiting for the obsessed side to snap out of it, but I doubt that will happen any time soon. It's too fun.
PS THAT IS NOT AT THE END: I don't have multiple personality disorder. I swear. :P
Normal day. I had weird dreams, but then again, I never have normal dreams like everyone else.�And I slept on my back strange, so it hurt all day. Ah well. Such is life.
I will go now. I am not imaginative enough to think of a suggestion at the moment, so I will leave you with a quote (from Twilight--quelle surprise!�):
������������“I had to run out, to get away before I could speak the words that would make you follow….
����������� “You would have come.”
����������� “Without a doubt.”
Ain't that lovely, folks? Haha, just kidding. But a disclaimer so I am not sued: I am not Stephenie Meyer (I swear), I do not own the novel Twilight or any of its sequels, I am not the editor, nor am I in or producing or directing the movie. I am, however, a huge fan of Twilight. Please, don't sue me.
Still,�those are some�of my favourite lines in the�book. I am obsessed. I know. At least I admit it.
Well, I will go. Goodnight!
~Annabel
May 2, 2008
�
Day 2 of traveling as great!� The scenery thru Kentucky and the Virginia’s is much better�than Indiana or Illinois.� I arrived in Mooresville about 5 pm.� Just as my new roommate, Paul, was arriving home from work.� We unloaded all my things into the garage and got my bed set up in my room.� We decided to call it quits for working because the Busch, excuse me, Nationwide�Race was on.� We went to a local BarQue place called Lancasters for some dinner.� They had great food.� A really fun place to take race fans – they actually have a bus that has the number “3” painted on it.� They have tables in the bus so you can sit in there and have dinner.� Very cool place.
Fall with love with him.
I wait a lot of time, and this is the best day for 3 months...
I gotta stop doing things on impulse. D:� Or, not.� I do kinda like it.
I have two pink streaks in my hair now... "en memorium"
The 1-st of May.
I'm glad of this.Sommer is comming in St.Petersburg. We can even play volleyball on the beach. The wether is very-very nice... We will go for a walk. It's very nice in centre if our beatiful city.I love it very much and it's true...
Hermitage....my love)
I think it will be wonderfull weekend)